Hi Dad, I’m thinking of you lots tonight on New Year’s Eve, ahead of what will be the 5th year without you here. I remember thinking how would I ever get this far without you, but time doesn’t stop and the years are going by so quickly. I miss you beyond words and I think of you so much. Bertie is almost 4 now and he knows so much about you! He always says hello to the robins we see and still enjoys visiting you and Nanny to lay flowers and make your headstone look nice. Another without you, but you’ll live in my heart for eternity. I miss you so so much and love you forever more. My Ernst. Happy New Year Dad xxx I hope you’re watching over us and I’m making you proud xxx